have not been updatin my cutie blog for about a week le... cos i'm too tired to online... i everyday tell myself tt i wan to online juz to add entry to my blog... but i m sinply too tired and lazy to do so...

for the past few days (including this mon and today...) as i think back... actually i m not too busy... sumtimes i even slack and start to think wat i can do... but when work starts to come in to mi... they come tgether... wa... luckily i can finish them all one by one...

workin in this company is not too bad... people around were quite frendly... but still have to be ware... ho ho ho... cos u never noe wat they do behind ur back... tt's was told to mi when i go for attachment... so muz take note...

everyday i wait n wait n wait... finally my wait ended... friday has come... so happy... friday seems to pass so fast... after work i went to meet priscilla, shu ni, wen jie, joshua and not forgettin my cutie little lao gong (*muack*)... we went to city hall for dinner and then went to "red sofa" cafe to tok carp... haha... went home quite late... well.. we did meet before friday... but the feeling is different... cos it's friday... haha...

then sat we went to east coast park to cycle... yeah... tt's my wish ---> to go cycling with my lao gong like wat we used to do in the past... had a great time... cos lao gong is with mi... sunday he came to my house... then we watch vcd... "white noise"... i dun like this kind of show... haha... never mind my lao gong like can liao...

yesterday (monday) was suppose to go and get contact lens from soo boon.. as he has promise to help lao gong to buy... after i called him to ask whether he bought the lens already... guess wat... he never buy it... he totally forget about it... i was so angry... how can he forget my lao gong contact lens... he promised... kept givin unreasonable excuses... i call everyone i noe to ask who can get contact at a cheap cheap price... but to no vaild... i feel so guilty... cos i'm the one who suggest to ask soo boon to buy the lens for him... so i decided to go and get his lens with him at hougang... so far away... then my leg soooo pain... i feel veri irriated by my legs... in the end i go home alone from hougang... he went to his frend's house... i tot he will send mi to the mrt station... but he dun... i was so disappointed... i never go for my company party at suntec... cos i wanted to meet my lao gong... for ending up like tt... so sad...

today was suppose to meet lao gong after work... but when i was waitin for him to call... i was ask to do another task... since he haven call (so i suppose he has not off work)... so i agreed... but he left without mi... he go home alone... was so disappointed same thing happened again...

sumtime i really wonder... do he really care for mi? wat i wan is physical company from him... i'm a onli child... i dun wan to be alone anymore... to be frank... i m scare to be left alone...